8/2/2026 || 2:43 PM
I haven’t had any particular inspiration to write in a while
And I found that I’ve fallen into a rhythm where..
Every hurt I’ve experienced, I’ve given myself space to feel and then gotten back up and kept it pushing
Every victory I’ve had, I’ve thanked God for and kept working diligently on what was before me
However, I’ve also come to a point where..
I feel like I’m at a plateau
A point where I feel like my fire is burning a little lower than usual
I feel like my candlestick’s wax is moving closer to the base holding it
You can only absorb life’s hits and ride the waves of the highs for so long before you need to stop again and simply be.
Simply be a human being with needs and desires
Simply be somebody outside of what you can produce
It always comes back to the universal human desire to be loved for who you are and not just what you can do for others
I love the thought of giving to others
I love the thought of holding people in their most vulnerable and discouraged moments and helping them to believe in themselves
Letting them know they are loved even when they cannot perform
Yet, those giving also need that as well