Hello, Haidan.

Happy first our monthsary. It might only be a month, but somehow, having you in my life already feels like something I've known for much longer (it is but??? Taulah kenapa?). In such a short time, you've become someone I look forward to, someone I want to tell things to, someone who can make an ordinary day feel a little softer just by being there.

I'm really grateful for every little moment we've shared so far - the conversations, the silly things and even the days when things aren't perfectly smooth. I love getting to know you more with each passing day, learning the little things about you, and finding more reasons to adore you along the way.

Thank you for choosing to be here with me and for letting me love you. I hope you know that I appreciate you more than I always know how to put into words. Being with you makes me happy in such a simple, genuine way, and I wouldn't trade what we have for anything.

One month down, and I'm already looking forward to all the moments still waiting for us. More dates, more laughter, more late-night conversations, more little memories that only belong to us. I don't know exactly what every day ahead will look like, but I know I want to keep experiencing them with you. Thank you for being my favorite notification, even in this little beginning of ours. Makasih mbuy, ngga nyerah sama aku dariawal <3.

Even now, I still find myself a little surprised whenever I think about how we started and how we ended up here. So many things happened that I never expected, in the best way (obviously), and honestly, I'm just really grateful that I got to experience all of it with you.

I don’t think I'll ever find the perfect words to hold everything I feel for you, but maybe I don't need to. Maybe it's enough for you to know that having you here, and getting to call this ours, means more to me than I could ever properly put into words.

Happy one month, mbuy. I love you, and I'm so happy that it's you.